I hope I would come back as a wild animal that was free to run through the wild.

By far my favorite place to hide is a wooded park trails.  When it is warm enough I like to step off the trail and find a place to quietly smoke my pipe.  When it is cold I go to my basement were I have been developing a cave of sorts
tim

I seem to get caught in this position all the time when I want to describe things but especially when I want to describe the divine.  How does one describe the divine with words that does not put limitations to the divine?
peace

warmer weather!  Just about 50 to 60 degrees and sunny with a slight breeze.  What I call hiking weather.  I need to get out and commune with nature and that is the weather I like to do it in.

I have the tendency to like most anyone the biggest hang up I have is judgemental people. Those who think that skin color or sexuality or what people have done in their youth should be held against them.  I would have hard time loving that kind of person it would take an extra measure of grace in me.

I think I have been spending equal time with each.  I have spent a lot of time trying to look at the past and find what I can learn from it.  I have also looked back to find some of the positive that I seemed to busy to celebrate.  This has been a result of my wife's comments that our life has always been a struggle together.  Sometimes we fight so many battles we forget to enjoy the mountain tops and we forget them. 
I have also been thinking about the future.  My wife and I have reconciled the supposed difference and renewed our friendship we had but have she is still longing to leave and I have told her that I respect the right of her soul to want more freedom.   I have been trying to imagine what I would do in life alone without her, how I would manange the kids as a single dad.  Today I was listening to a tape by Caroline Myss and she said a true mystique must face some loniless.  Maybe this is my starting point. 
Namaste