I don't know if anyone is reading this but I needed to put this down.   As a minister who works with kids and tries to understand their spirituality I sometimes wonder if I am in the wrong proffession.  I have a son who has aspergers and that probably came through my family DNA which means I probably have some PDD.  I love kids and I used to think I could bring them on a spiritual journey lately I have began to wonder if i was only dreaming.  I am very progressive in theology and kids who go to that kind of church have a tendency not to relate to anything spiritual.  I sometime wonder if it has to do with the fact that I am in a christian church.  My understanding of Jesus is one who brought both enlightened understanding of God to us as well as an enlightened view of the message of God. So to the universe at large this is the question of my blog rant,  where do I belong in the crazy world? As of mon oct 13 I am no longer at my church and am now trying to figure out wether this is a blessing and a time to throw off my shackles of organized religion or is it time to move to another place.